Early Days and Childhood

To fully understand my condition & the interactions with NT Humans it is essential that my childhood & early years of life are set out.

My upbringing occurred on Hebden Avenue, a private estate situated on the western periphery of Carlisle, Cumbria, in the United Kingdom. Despite its affluence, the residents exhibited uniformly disagreeable behavior. As the families were financially secure, the arguments attributing the children's behavior to impoverished socio-economic circumstances are inapplicable. While research suggests a correlation between poverty and empathy development, I contend that a capitalistic, consumeristic societal structure exerts a considerable influence on behavior, a matter I shall address subsequently.

The children residing on the estate exhibited a marked degree of linguistic & emotional illiteracy. Mirroring other human social structures, they established an ape-like hierarchical system, wherein status was determined by either physical violence or relative parental affluence.

The best way to describe hebden avenue & the behaviour of the children on it would be to say 'It was a microcosm, a social experiment akin to a Darwinian ape enclosure, where a primitive form of natural selection thrived, exhibiting the savageries and unpredictability of nature'

Though the children were astute enough to consolidate their grasp on control they were predominantly infantile, feral & left unaided or parented, altruistic behaviour was of course frowned upon.

Reflecting male-dominated primate societal structures, they exhibited hyper-masculinity, a characteristic also prevalent on Hebden Avenue. They not only sought to suppress perceived empathy, kindness, & weakness but actively ridiculed and persecuted these attributes, while simultaneously valuing force, aggression, and violence.

The children of the estate seldom ventured beyond its confines, and a pervasive belief held that adjacent estates were somehow inferior. Their inhabitants were deemed 'poor' or 'inadequate,' leading to their perception as subordinate to the residents of Hebden Avenue due to lower financial standing or older housing. This notion was, of course, fallacious & stemmed from a distorted worldview propagated by pretentious, arrogant parents who engaged in incessant competition, exemplified by their meticulous lawn maintenance. The television program 'Keeping Up Appearances' provides a fitting analogy.

The estate had its fair share of sadists/psychopaths & a lot of the high (top ranking children) in the hierarchy enjoyed handing out pain or mocking others for fun or for no other reason than it amused them.

Traditional values from decades ago that were once respected & common place were not recognised on the estate, values such as kindness, honesty, integrity, intelligence etc the children perceived these traits as 'weakness' & anyone displaying them would be preyed upon very quickly.

There was an incident in which children on the estate used a cross-bow to pin a hedgehog to the ground, leaving it to perish. Appalled and disgusted, I recovered the deceased animal, interred it, and fashioned a small cross from twigs, visiting the burial site daily as the remains decomposed. I was approximately 7 or 8 years old at the time. Upon discovering my actions, the other children on the estate used this as further pretext for mockery & bullying. Ironically, the individual responsible for the hedgehog's demise persisted in this behavior into adulthood.

Between the ages of 18 & 22, he routinely engaged in weekend drinking and brawling. He and an associate would await the arrival of the final bus, then proceed to assault the disembarking passengers. This sadistic and psychopathic behavior, utterly devoid of empathy, was motivated solely by the desire to inflict pain for personal gratification.

The remarkable aspect of this situation was the normalized nature of the predatory behavior exhibited by the children on the estate.

As it was a ubiquitous practice, they met any censure with derision, redirecting blame & aggression towards the individual voicing the criticism.

My tenure on Hebden Avenue was a period of genuine torment, characterized by a barbaric & primitive environment from which I have not fully recuperated.

The combination of low cognitive and emotional intelligence, coupled with the brutal, ape-like competitive disposition of the estate's inhabitants, was insufferable.

This collective lacked the capacity for critical thought & reasoned discourse, instead blindly adhering to their genetic predispositions, unchecked by parents who granted them unfettered freedom. They were, in essence, feral.

The underlying motivations for the actions of the children & parents remained elusive until I undertook research in evolutionary psychology & anthropology, notably through the works of Professor Richard Dawkins.

Subsequently, I comprehended that their behavior was intrinsically linked to the genetic inheritance shared with their primate relatives the other Great Apes.

Research indicates that capitalism and subliminal advertising contribute to the propagation of individualistic thought patterns, resulting in a prioritization of self and immediate family. This phenomenon erodes the social cohesion & communal bonds vital for both human and non-human great ape flourishing.

The ascendance of individualistic thinking elucidates the egocentric, self-serving disposition observed among many residents of the estate. Capitalistic, pervasive societies are inherently hyper-masculine, actively suppressing empathy & subjecting the vulnerable to ridicule. They valorize force & violence, while perceiving empathy as a deficiency. This offers a substantial, though not exhaustive, explanation for the children's behavior on the estate.

The ramifications of this extend beyond simple selfishness, exerting a more sinister and profound influence on NT Humans and their communities. Capitalism & its attendant consumeristic lifestyle erode the bonds essential for a tolerant, compassionate society, thereby exacerbating inherent human competitive tendencies & fostering intensified individualistic thought, creating a cyclical pattern. When coupled with deficient nurture & genetically driven behavioral predispositions, this results in an unpredictable confluence of primitive aggression & atavistic ape-like behavior.

This offers a substantial explanation for the actions of some children on the estate. However, a retrospective analysis of their behavior, coupled with an understanding of evolutionary principles & human evolutionary psychology, suggests that certain children exhibited sadistic and psychopathic traits. They fulfilled the criteria for this condition, including a lack of empathy, the derivation of pleasure from others' suffering, ruthlessness, & manipulative tendencies.

The capitalistic & quasi-Darwinian environment in which they resided served to amplify their desire for dominance & infliction of pain. Contemporary studies indicate that 3-4% of the human population are psychopaths and 1% are sociopaths. Considering the prevalent treatment of humans by humans, these figures appear to be underestimates. A species incapable of self-reflection is inherently limited in its capacity for objective self reflection.

Additional Theoretical Consideration..

The Incessant need to Prey on the Weak..

Research indicates that capitalism and subliminal advertising contribute to the propagation of individualistic thought patterns, resulting in a prioritization of self & immediate family. This phenomenon erodes the social cohesion and communal bonds vital for both human a& non-human great ape flourishing.

The ascendance of individualistic thinking elucidates the egocentric, self-serving disposition observed among many residents of the estate. Capitalistic, pervasive societies are inherently hyper-masculine, actively suppressing empathy and subjecting the vulnerable to ridicule. They justify force and violence, while perceiving empathy as a deficiency. This offers a substantial, though not exhaustive, explanation for the children's behavior on the estate.

The ramifications of this extend beyond simple selfishness, exerting a more sinister & profound influence on NT Humans & their communities. Capitalism & its attendant consumeristic lifestyle erode the bonds essential for a tolerant, compassionate society, thereby exacerbating inherent human competitive tendencies & fostering intensified individualistic thought, creating a cyclical pattern. When coupled with deficient nurture & genetically driven behavioral predispositions, this results in an unpredictable confluence of primitive aggression & atavistic ape-like behavior.

The capitalistic & quasi-Darwinian environment in which they resided served to amplify their desire for dominance and infliction of pain. Contemporary studies indicate that 3-4% of the human population are psychopaths and 1% are sociopaths. Considering the prevalent treatment of humans by humans, these figures appear to be underestimates. A species incapable of self-reflection is inherently limited in its capacity for objective self-critique.

Arthur whom was elderly & alone was rapidly singled out by the children, with the harassment escalating from snowballs at his windows to stones, vehicle damage, and property damage. In the vicinity of fireworks night, air bombs & excessively loud fireworks were deposited through his letterbox as a form of 'entertainment' for the group. For Arthur, this constituted an ordeal. The inability to find respite within his own residence rendered his life on the estate a living torment during periods of targeted harassment. This incident serves as a clear illustration of the collective predatory drive & innate intolerance of difference characteristic of NT Humans. The children exhibited no introspection regarding their actions, nor did they consider the emotional impact on Arthur. His solitary & introverted demeanor rendered him vulnerable in their eyes. The sustained abuse persisted for years, ultimately compelling his relocation.

So Where did their Cruel behaviour come from?

The following question has persistently troubled & baffled me throughout my adult life: Are neurotypical humans genuinely capable of such cruelty and aggression? Are their actions indeed so constrained by tribal affiliations & other evolutionary primate characteristics?

Sadly after studying & researching human behaviour for decades the answer is for the most part Yes!

The 1971 Stanford Prison Experiment aptly illustrated the phenomenon of mob mentality, which, among the children of Hebden Avenue, engendered a sense of collective anonymity, thereby enabling individuals to conceal their egregious actions beneath the protective guise of the group. Compounding this issue was the emergence of a warped competition to establish who could perpetrate the most extreme acts of cruelty.

The behavior observed among the children of Hebden Avenue represented a microcosm of a broader issue prevalent across numerous housing estates in British urban centers. The estate's relative isolation, coupled with the children's limited exposure to external environments, may have contributed to the intensified nature of their behavior. As the families were predominantly affluent, socio-economic factors cannot be considered a primary cause.

This leaves two potential explanations: genetically driven behavioral patterns and the influence of parental nurture, which, in my assessment, contributed to their maladaptive behavior, further compounded by the children's failure to achieve self-actualization. Without self-actualization, the children, and to a significant extent, their parents, failed to attain the emotional & psychological development necessary for abstract & critical thought. Consequently, they remained confined within a cycle of hedonistic consumerism, seeking to alleviate their vulnerabilities & low self-esteem through the acquisition of material possessions. This provides a plausible explanation for the frequent manifestations of low self-esteem & the exaggerated personas exhibited by the majority of the children.

Hebden Avenue was not an isolated case. As previously discussed in the school section, organized mass fights were a common occurrence between neighboring estates in the western part of Carlisle. For reasons unknown, Hebden Avenue did not participate in these events.

However, it was commonplace for teenagers from Sandsfield Park, Morton, and Richmond Green to convene at designated times and locations for what can only be described as 'tribalistic battles,' reminiscent of the territorial conflicts observed among chimpanzee troops, which can sometimes result in fatalities. Fortunately, these encounters did not lead to death, though they were often characterized by extreme ferocity and egregious violence.

Anthropologists and evolutionary psychologists are cognizant of the etiological factors underlying this behavior. Nevertheless, the participants appeared utterly unaware of the moral implications of their actions, seemingly deriving a perverse sense of satisfaction from these mass confrontations, without any consideration for the pain and suffering inflicted upon others. Their tribal affiliations and competitive impulses superseded any moral qualms.

Their sole distinction? One estate possessed marginally greater wealth than the other, a mere difference that served to ignite the flames of tribalism. The nurture hypothesis presents several intriguing facets. Upon examination of the most recalcitrant children, one could discern analogous traits in their parental figures. These parents, viewed in retrospect, exhibited a decadent disposition, deeply immersed in the consumerist and capitalistic boom of the 1970s and 1980s. They were characterized by a pretentious display of wealth. These traits were subsequently transmitted to their offspring, thereby exacerbating their unruly and cruel tendencies.

However, this does not fully elucidate the extent of their callousness. While it is arguable that the core tenets of capitalism and consumerism promote a competitive, profit-driven ethos, this does not necessarily account for acts of animal cruelty or gratuitous violence. I posit that capitalism and consumerism play a subordinate role, with genetic predispositions serving as the primary determinant of their actions. After 45 years of life, many individuals with Asperger's syndrome observe and frequently comment on a dark, primitive, and sinister dimension to NT Human behavior. While this is not universally applicable, it aligns with my personal observations. NT Humans often conceal these traits through the adoption of polite, kind, and conforming behaviors.

Tribalistic Gang Wars..

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Once more, socio-economic considerations were inapplicable, as several estates, including Hebden Avenue, were affluent. A noteworthy altercation transpired between the residents of Morton Park and Belle Vue. Belle Vue, a predominantly affluent estate, its inhabitants adorned themselves in expensive attire for the confrontation, where as Morton Park, a predominantly working-class estate, exhibited a more rugged demeanor, yet appeared more attuned to the realities of the world. Both contingents were accompanied by their female companions, presumably to witness their displays of valor. The residents of Hebden Avenue adopted a neutral stance, merely observing the proceedings.

The confrontation occurred in a small park within Belle Vue, and for the ensuing 5-10 minutes, the participants engaged in a violent melee reminiscent of chimpanzee territorial disputes, with Morton Park residents employing makeshift weapons such as sticks and bricks. Following numerous instances of bloodied noses, head injuries, and wounded pride, the groups dispersed. This incident provides a striking illustration of the deep-rooted ape-like tribalism that pervades contemporary NT Human society. As previously stated, affluence does not mitigate this tendency; indeed, it appears to amplify segregation and diminish the prospect of amicable relations between these groups.

The existence of contemporary humans is a direct result of their ancestors' evolutionary success, achieved through adaptation to their environment via natural selection. Consequently, it could be argued that the behavior of the children on the estate represents a manifestation of evolutionary success. This argument would be considered valid by proponents of evolutionary theory, such as Charles Darwin and Professor Richard Dawkins. This perspective also provides an explanation for the pervasive selfishness and self-absorption observed in the majority of contemporary humans.

However, this does not fully elucidate the underlying motivations for human cruelty. What evolutionary advantage did they derive? In the context of natural selection, behaviors typically yield a beneficial outcome or reward.

In the case of Hebden Avenue, the only discernible benefit appeared to be the gratification derived from witnessing others' pain or humiliation. This behavior is consistent with the characteristics of psychopaths and sadists.

Some psychologists posit that 'socially pro-psychopaths' fulfill essential roles in society, such as surgeons or slaughterhouse workers, which is a plausible argument. Nonetheless, I maintain that psychopaths have a detrimental impact on society and communities, representing, in my view, an evolutionary anomaly within the human genetic code.

The children and, to a large extent, the parents of the estate, while possessing varying degrees of intellectual capacity, exhibited a profound moral deficiency. Emotional intelligence was also remarkably low, consistent with the general NT Human population. Attempts to engage in discussions regarding emotional states or the underlying mechanisms of decision-making were met with derision and ridicule. During adolescence and young adulthood, individuals from the estate continued to display brutal behaviors and characteristics that had persisted through their developmental stages.

When Colin, an associate (not a resident of the Hebden estate), was diagnosed with terminal cancer, instead of demonstrating empathy, compassion, and kindness, the individuals from the Hebden estate subjected him to ridicule, referring to him as 'Cancer Colin.' One individual, whose name I will withhold, altered Colin's car registration using a black marker pen to read 'COOT,' a reference to his chemotherapy-induced alopecia.

This incident exemplifies the cruel and almost sadistic humor that was prevalent on the estate. The cycle is likely to perpetuate, as these individuals, now adults, will bear children and transmit their traits and flawed nurturing practices to subsequent generations.

It is noteworthy that the human species is unique in its lack of inherent procreation regulation. Natural mechanisms exist for the control of procreation in other species.

Humans, however, have abolished these regulatory safeguards, permitting individuals to procreate irrespective of IQ, socio-economic background, behavioral traits, or financial capacity. This absence of regulation contributes to challenges such as overpopulation and a potential decline in average IQ scores.

The odd thing even after decades the people on the estate have not changed their behaviour in the slightest. After returning from living in Germany I attempted rather foolishly I might add to try & 'catch up' with some of them.

I was taken aback to discover that they remained as obscene, cruel, and malevolent as they had been decades earlier. Perhaps naively, I had anticipated that they would have undergone a gradual evolution away from their estate-derived behaviors. Instead, they had simply become adult manifestations of their childhood selves. They retained the same traits exhibited during their youth on Hebden Avenue: sarcasm, sadism, pretentiousness, competitiveness, and, in some interactions, violence. This observation lends further credence to my assertion that their behaviors were primarily attributable to genetically driven patterns, rather than the influence of their upbringing. Their humor remained crude, simplistic, and predictable, revealing the same discernible low cognitive ability.

To quote Sir Francis Galton, 'Education and ageing seems to have no effect on them as one would expect if their behavioural roots were derived from their genetics'. Several individuals exhibited psychopathic traits, which, as modern research indicates, are influenced by both genetic and environmental factors. A study titled 'Psychopathic personality traits: heritability and genetic overlap with internalizing and externalizing psychopathology' provides relevant insights. My divergence from their norms resulted in revulsion and harassment, leading to a deeply antagonistic relationship. I was gratified to sever all ties as expeditiously as possible.

07.04.2023 - I recently encountered a former acquaintance from my childhood, who, while not a resident of the estate, regularly interacted with its inhabitants. He recounted an incident that further substantiates my conviction that certain children on the estate exhibited psychopathic tendencies. He described how two of the more violent individuals from the estate encountered him in a nearby park, subsequently pinning him to a children's swing. They then proceeded to wrap the swing's chain around his arm and attempted to fracture it by stamping on the swing's seat, an attempt that, fortunately, proved unsuccessful. This behavior deviates significantly from typical childhood conduct and is indicative of deeply disturbed and psychopathically driven individuals who derive pleasure from inflicting pain without provocation. I was previously unaware of this disturbing event, but the callous indifference to suffering aligns precisely with my recollections of my time on the estate.

Please Note - it is important to note that all incidents and events documented on this site are based on actual occurrences. While I fully endorse these recollections, I must clarify that my interpretations, derived from over a decade of research and study in genetics, anthropology, and primate behavior, constitute my objective opinion. I posit that the behaviors exhibited by the Neuro Typical Humans discussed herein are predominantly attributable to genetically driven behavioral patterns, with negligible influence from parental nurturing. The purpose of this site is to document and analyze Neuro Typical Human behavior from the perspective of an individual with Asperger's Syndrome, rather than to cause offense or distress. All photographs were obtained in public areas, where, in accordance with UK law, there is no reasonable expectation of privacy, and are therefore legally permissible for use on public websites. This usage is consistent with Article 10 of the Human Rights Act, which, in alignment with Article 10 of the European Convention on Human Rights, safeguards the right to freedom of expression, including the freedom to hold opinions and to receive and impart information, subject to certain permissible limitations.